We all have a need for God in our lives. Whether we recognize it or not, each of us needs a Savior. Only God frees us from sin and brokenness, from limitedness and death, from meaninglessness and emptiness. Only God offers us reconciliation and healing, mercy and hope, liberation and eternal life. Our relationship with God cannot truly grow until we know that we need him, and maybe even begin to have a sense of why we need him. Why do you need a Savior? This week, several members of the pastoral team, a handful of parishioners, a pope, a couple of musicians, and even some saints share their reflections on their own need for God.

Why do you need a Savior?

Augustine (saint):
You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our hearts are restless until they rest in you.

Casey (parishioner):
I need my Savior because my Savior needs me.

Charley (music director):
I need a Savior because salvation from sin is a universal need.

Denise (music minister):
I need a Savior because I am flawed and need forgiveness, refuge, and strength.

Dietrich Bonhoeffer (pastor, theologian, and martyr):
I am lonely, but You do not leave me;
I am feeble in heart, but with You there is help;
I am restless, but with You there is peace.

Francis (pope):
I am a sinner, but I trust in the infinite mercy and patience of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Jodi (parishioner):
I need a Savior because I need his loving example for how to try and live my life.

Sr. Kathleen (associate minister):
I need a Savior because good intentions are not enough. As much as I try to overcome my shortcomings, I cannot do it without the grace God gives.

Kathy (assistant to the leadership team):
I need a Savior because I have only scratched the surface of the person God is calling me to be.

Kathy (coordinator of volunteers):
I need a Savior because my life is imperfect and I need to ask for help every day, while being grateful for the times of joy.

Mary (administrative assistant):
I need a Savior because without the guidance and loving care of our Savior, I would not be fulfilling his call to continued conversion and holiness, which brings joy, peace, fulfillment, and happiness to me and to God.

Matt Maher (musician):
Without You I fall apart
You're the One that guides my heart

Paul (saint):
I don’t have what it takes. I can will it, but I can’t do it. I decide to do good, but I don’t really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. (Romans 7:18-20; The Message translation).

Rachel (associate minister):
I need a Savior because my perspective is so limited, and on my own I am selfish and afraid--I need Christ to show me what really matters and to teach me to give generously and love courageously.

Sidewalk Prophets (musicians):
I’m completed
When you are with me

Fr. Thom (pastor):
I need a Savior because, even though many people may not realize it by observing me, on the inside I don't feel like I can manage many things in my life, and I depend on the Lord’s help every day.

Tony (parishioner):
I need the Savior’s strength to be the person God wants me to be.

Take your next step: What about you? Why do you need a Savior? Listen to the song “Lord, I Need You,” and finish this sentence for yourself: “I need a Savior because…”

The very first words Jesus speaks in the Gospel of Mark are these: “This is the time of fulfillment.” Isn’t fulfillment what we’re all looking for? Most of us know what it’s like not to have fulfillment—the feelings of restlessness and emptiness; the sense of unspecified longing and wondering what it all means; the feeling that we are not living the life we were supposed to live and that maybe it’s too late. To be fulfilled, on the other hand, is to know a sense of peace and contentment in being exactly who we are, a sense that what we have is all we really need. In commerce, “fulfillment” means delivering what the customer ordered, but ironically, this world often tries to sell us a fulfillment it can’t possibly deliver. 

The only way we can find fulfillment is in God, because that’s how we were made. Other things might make us happy for a little while, or even a longer while. But true and lasting fulfillment can only be found in achieving the purpose for which we were made, which is to be in relationship with God. Saint Augustine, addressing God directly, put it this way: “Our hearts are restless until they rest in you.” Centuries later, Blaise Pascal wrote that each of us has an “infinite abyss” in our lives that can only be filled by God. These themes emerge in contemporary language in the idea that each of us has a God-shaped hole in our hearts. In specifically Christian terms, that hole in our hearts can only be filled through relationship with Christ, through whom God enters our lives and makes us new.

This is why Jesus begins his public ministry by announcing the time of fulfillment—in him, fulfillment is now possible for all of us. But what does this actually mean? It’s clear that it takes more than just knowing that Christ exists to find fulfillment. Most of us have known about Christ since before we can remember, and yet we don’t all always feel fulfilled. Right after Jesus announces the time of fulfillment, he goes to Simon, Andrew, James, and John and says: “Come after me, and I will make you fishers of people.” In inviting them to come after him, Christ promises them that they will find fulfillment in becoming disciples and making other disciples. So if we want to find fulfillment, it’s not enough to know who Jesus is—we have to really know him, follow him, and join him in making disciples.

If we do not yet have that kind of relationship with Christ, that prospect may sound rather daunting and impossible. It might help for us to consider that we are actually in a very similar place to Simon and the others, and that what God made possible for them, God can also make possible for us. Simon and company were simply going about their business when Jesus, kind of out of nowhere and rather inconveniently, appeared and said, “Come after me.” There is no indication that any of them had ever laid eyes on Jesus before he tells them to drop everything and become his disciples. But amazingly enough, they do! They follow Jesus without knowing him, without even really knowing anything about him or what he might ask of them. 

Maybe at some level they recognized that everything else in this life is fleeting, and that so much of what we spend our time and money and energy on is false. Maybe what attracted them to Jesus was some sense of possibility that in him—in knowing him, in coming to know themselves better by knowing him, in helping others come to know him—they might at last find real fulfillment. In any event, something about Jesus attracted them. Something in them wanted to say yes to his crazy invitation, and God’s grace raced to meet that yes, supplying all the courage they needed to make the bold and life-changing decision to drop their nets.

~Rachel

Take Your Next Step: Set aside ten minutes sometime this week to reflect on these questions: What is it about Christ that attracts you? How might you find fulfillment in coming to know Christ more deeply? Where might you need God’s help to make a bold decision?